Nexus

 Once there w0z 0nly 0ne ..now there are many ... yet still only 0Ne ..

..the tapestry of cloaks, all hanging in the hallway, ...rrrrr ..the professaint wiZdOM of le Xpectant sole, tapping one's feat ..2 le beat de amour

How R yoU the personal, impersonal or so you full  ...rhymes with be a utiful ?

I'd really like to know, drop me a line, or a beat,  if one so wishes 💗

Well , create onederfully wonderfully like the light of a dawn that has seen no trees till now..

many blessings, 💗

Torq 

The final awakening

 In every season is reason to grow and let go, ..let go ...in winter is there a let go...yes one lets go to embrace change, to see a new sunrise is to let go of the old....even though it is the same sun...yet no doubt like one is, so be it with the sun...ever brighter each day...yet ney ..as a source of warmth and light ...steadfastness, consistency, unwaveringness ... the elements for growth, decay and birth would seem to be harmonistic.... yet one is one with right of passage to any assembly, perpetuity...for it is the GezA ...the soul ... Love that gives birth to reason ...and the final awakening is one of ...

Love

Really, yes really ...so how would love act in this moment ...there is no act, no moment ...just love

Like a sandwich...yes ..of course...you decide the filling ...but not the flavour...that ! is up to Soul ! ....are yoU !! S o u l FULL !! ... I say    y e AHH soulful lover ... Indeed ..

Self acceptance, approval ..of the highest ..and realising no height exists without base camp...so when yoU pitch yoUR tEnT ..know ! IT  IS errected ! WELL with 

Passion.., with S O U L .... whole 💝

existential crisis

 Mike Oldfield wrote about it ..in tubular bells

Ha just realised ...that's Old field ...and what a beautiful field ...an old field can be or is ...but first ...what is old...aged ..been there a while ...what about in the context of no time ..or know time ...well that would be time unravelled ...see as previously we or Love in essence as a topic has featured a post called Time.

So is letting your life be a representation or actualisation of love in essence   ...what is Love? ...it hurt or things that hurt   ...and thoughts are T H I N G S

is NOT LOVE ...think kindly ...especially of oneself...for that is the seed from whence cAMe , the wOMb of TIme haha ...we can have sOMe fun ..yes ...but responsibly ..so we not bleed as a nation, as a soul

For Love in Essence could not bear it (love in essence is beyond it ...even thought, like the wings of a dove...risen from above time and place),,,but Christ would and did...so that you would knot know the need for dis dane ...for lack of grace...for unkind place....by deed these are...by thoughts even ,,,,but not if your Stephen ..or torquing love well ...beyond the shell of fabric and time ...to the sublime, the sacred self ...that knows none other than love itself ...love in essence be ...as real as he...as her ...in EVERY soul ...big or small ... quantification ....ee you've got a large pennis ...yes but it is said ...how one uses it...or the gift bestowed ...is what matters most ....so what matters most ....?

S O U L F U L L 'N E S S'

Fathomless Depth

 That's deep ! right... not if you go left into unconditional love...then all is deep and well...at the center of my being there is an infinite space of love, kindness , wellbeing for all...that's where I am and UR 2 ...if one is of kindness nature...why not draw from the best...the deep of U ...love ..Aroha as one may describe the beauty and unboundness of love in Aotearoha...New Zealand..

knott ole ZeaLand...so what's nu in z land ..U and the love that U R..if I may be so bold ...and I am ..cause I am love ..and U R too...choo choo haha...so that beauty in U ...what doth thou entrust life upon beauty's built...integrity, faith, authenticity, love, acceptance wellbeing, genuinely genuinely 100% pure Adrenaline...raw magic haha 

I got the power ..haha...sow sow sow your boat ...happily, blissfully, skilfully, soulfully from the infinite well of wisdom love kindness and strength beautifully bestowed freely from the deep source that I am, unbounded, free and unperturbed...momentum gathers for the awakening of all is here...love abounds on every turn, it's a new beginning and ultimate connection to that which is limitless and pure, purely good for all and abundantly SO, so sow with delight and kindness....for it is here in the now...paradise on earth or the wherever one may choose of a hOMe ...or habit-at ...haha ..the light that is U ...is shinning brightly forward...for the betterment of all...and sow soo it IS 💗✨

Love in essence returns

Hey welcome I am that I am speaking to you as one with the divine essence in me ... all beings suffer

Nonsense, the free are brave enuff ney naive enough to know suffering is OPtIONal

Well that which is is

When we speak ...we speak as one with all ...the justice of life is not always the seen justice or the dream just ice haha That which I speak is confirmed by your will ...yes? ...well yes if I feel it ...for wellbeing love kindness, W E L L N E S S  4 @!!  ❤️well my son ...that's f u n

In each cycle there is a dream dance called kindness or wellbeing...what are these to you?

Well kindness is a feeling of softness in the soul ..an honesty to the attribute ...and a stack up of one's life action to that , integrity to kind from a bespoke song that's lived, thought and breathed into life and abundance ...let's dance ...put on my red shoes and dance the blues ..haha


Kindness is an action like love in essence....do you see? ..Y e s ...cause one 'knows'

Wellbeing...that's the feeling and presence of health, vitality, balance , completeness, happiness, wholeness, a radiance or radiant form that is soul fully alive , deeply passionate, connected and in the flow , communicating with ease dexterity and passion, that which is oneself for the betterment, benefit and wellbeing of all...in love and kindness

YES

Who are you? 

I'm not anything ...I Am     

When I say jump would you jump.. no, yet if we were doing something...together...and you said jump as we lept from a plane...then that is encouragement ...advice ..and I just may haha

I Am Torq Lovewell , lover of lover (I meant to write life.. I wrote lover..life is lover ..haha), passionate , purposeful, and on course to better course and discourse de divine essence

What is the divine essence? love

What is love? ...In essence...Y o U ...beautiful isn't iT ...in DEED   haha

What is at the depth of everything ...the root...I guess for there to be a root ...there needs to be soil...or spiritual essence...sOMething to plant IN or OF?

LIGHT ..what is LIGHT?  perception...radiance? ...photons ..love ...so I AM LIGHT HAHA ..now that's ! F U N N Y money haha

Drive ...what? your heart to wholeness and success will arrive to your door ..unperturbed, unleveraged...just whole ...loved as you ARE ..that's what you want isn't it...I AM loved exactly as I AM ....by whom ...by myself...then act like it....what do you mean?....take a vacation...how ..you can't even get out of bed....I did and I felt much better when I purified ...or intended all purity within all of that I AM ...me ...I'm not buy'n it haha ...wasn't sell'n, then why are you here? , ask'n? for what? help ...with what you might guide me toward or wish to share....that I AM and UR 2

Well that's fuck'n gr888888 ...deplorable isn't it....no ...DIVINE...ALL is DIVINE...infact SUBLIME

YEAh I fuck'n AGREE !!! tooshay

Well, i have returned, mmeaaning I aaam back to finish this wonderful enlightening post, for the return of love in essence, that's unconditional love...or really just LOVE as there would be no conditions in the ideal ...love is love ...balls to bones ...u know IT  ...

kundalini awakening or arisement

Hmmm is that science fiction...sufi diction...I arose to interest this topic or interest in kundalini to energise , awaken...become purer ...enlightener ...so did i succeed ...the first attempt ...well not so...as I think I realise all meditation is activation, enquiry ...or listening ...gaining, act i v a t i n g being of this purification orientation for the betterment of all by way of self incarnation creation ...the 'one' WITHin ....with i N ....with strength ..with nature...with love freedom kindness compassion....enlightenment BEcOMes source aligned perfectly to flow thrU ...like that of planETarY energy (anyG) haha ...you know the circulation of pure energy which perhaps could be known as the 1000 petal lotus....over 20years invested in mostly daily meditation of either once to twice to more...

whether that be early morning through any to later night prior to rest ....gives of itself incision to well BEing and by crikey love in essence ...yet beyond even as this is bodhi torque leafology....love in essence ...the bodhi leaf of the Cosmic or infinite bodhi....Bodhi Torque ....simply to be at one with self in pure pleasure , rapture ...sacredness ....fully awakened ...purely present ...for the betterment of all ....awakened to laughter , love and that which is eternal consciousness ...the oneself ...lofty....perhaps....I have lived in a loft ...with possums and lions and tigers below , beauty beside and through me around me and in awe of thee ...I am one with thee in the purer sense of one ness one love for freedom beyond even l o v e itself to requiem of founding birth fathers, stars and cosmic alignments beyond man itself ...to mother earth and beyond to shakti to tibet ...to crown chakras and deep divers ...to the betterment of A L L to stand tall and sit straight or self elate....the fun of freedom...wellbeing ...fully experienced for the now energy of oneness reborn ....sounds like Johnny English reborn ...it's knott ...for it is you that matters...more than I

So ...experiences...once upon a time...I literally burnt my brain out with this on purpose intent to awaken kundalini ...haha....my friend at the Blue room ...colleague ...literally saying .."what have you done to your brain"...haha ..i kid you not...it probably took a few years and countless ramifications...yet one has to forgive and free self...be non judgemental ...but interpretive...grateful for the road or experience....love of self , acceptance, unconditional in nature of , and complete whole approval of self as IS ...   Experimenters we be...well , perhaps not we , ...but my choice .

So in response to clarity, alignment....vision ...permeance...or hearing of the sacred, the unadulterated oneness with beingness...letting go  of, certain media interests or subjections...strips away or cleans ones's energy to bear witness to self authenticity, better feelings...sacredness...peace

The feeling of alignment is sought for divine FUNctionality perHAps HaHA ... well certainly as means to divine functionality or freedom personified.... I after the days clearing of media files ...on the evening meditation, the surrounding my self with love, and letting go...revealed ..and reactivated that laying dormant to last fall ...kundalini perhaps or strong conscious root ...it would to me ...having arosen from root ...be what is said or described ...kundalini....all I know is felt awesOMe ...and as they say on HGTV ,,, beyond good , or great in terms of results I guess...it's got to be awesome...well it's a whole really ...when I put that which I am in the purest context I can embody through intention and activation...I not only feel better about what I do ...both result and way or process are synchronistic..like character is the result of process ...building .

So , I would like encourage ...haha ...well I will not for this is my share today...Kundalini a rock ass energy baby...live life fully today....the kundalini way .....here's a vid from Infinite Waters,

and there are many other sources of investigation ...yet I believe ...one knows through the process of life...of awakening to infinite nature, love and well ...the traveller....where your compass points

Love to U , and of you on this fine wet day, sheltered by modern haha well miraculous structure ...thankful to know you may read these words and build anew ...the love in you ...true to you, greater than one has been

Love Luv and above haha to awaken that below...and invigorate the show with your infinite blissful nature....namaste.....namago

Torq (Stephen) ..Bodhi Torquer

Can you feeel my heART

It's a new song I'm playin
startin to see the sun
from whence it begun

the light that shines deep within
for fun, has just begun
can you see my heart, is it a place to start.
beyond the dark
and the sun come down know more
just to think
you pour over me like golden tinsel
strangers in the dark
no more
can you feeel my heart ...it's startin to reel
like no deal but eternal real
for the once I came
to eternally remain
true to you

can you feeel my heart my dear
beyond the pain of ordinary disdain
this joy remain
and the sun come down ..know more
I'll always remain on this plain
waitin for more
at your livin door
ready to pour
can  Y O U F E E L my heart
lonely in the dark no more
  💓

And the sun come down

Can you feel my heart
lonely is the word
when we stand so far apart
can I scrape the ground with my shoes

just to loose you

Am I the only one
to know the lost will come

can you feel my heart
in this angel's ear
I shed another tear
the pain goes away
only to come back another day
can you feel my heart can you feel my heart

can y o u f e e l m y he a r t
the rome that stood is just beginning to clear
like the tear in my ear
can you feel my heart

its a place of art
the home of the righteous stars
can you see my eyes
beyond the lies
can you feel my heart
why do we stand so far apart

I cast away my fears
and draw you near
can you feel my heart
my dear,
I love you dear ..so slow to go and grow
...can you feel my heart
even in the dark
I shine like someone you use to know
can you feel my heart
...i'm never gonna go
unless we start lovin each other again

can you feel my heart..
the eternal spark
is brighter than ever now

with no one to blame
except silent disdain
beyond the pain
I know its real
what I feel for you
my dear ..will remain
Can you feel my heart...
it's always gonna be the same

And the silence remain, so the sun come down ..c a n you feeeeel my h e A R T

Love IN essence Vol. FUN

hAHA
CHAKA KHAN...MAYBE ...i SAY MAYBE u ALREADY ARE REALeyesd
Yep
BElieve in YOURself
what is belief... BE LIE F
so BEE LYE  F

In essence I am Groot

A tree of life, free of life , seed of life , flower of life,,,,light of HOPE and heeling know HEALing ..she's hot ohh ..Illumination, designation

G root ....without rooting NOthing LIVEs, nothing GIVES

G genisUs of geniass...or jUs G

He can be tall ...he can be SMall ....yet we no that to be a lie...world withOuT end ...or do weee

I'll weeee on YOu     (my daughter used to say this when she was about 3 or 4 ..to get her way ..haha)
 The TrUth is YOU R FUN
JUS az U ARE

R ha

there are perhaps three known means of financial success, laughing till u cry, living till u laugh....and laughing all the time....which 1 r u
Free of TIME....emit re-member (here's the TIME post IN 3 Photos...😃 )

ALL

IS

SUBLIME


love luv luuvv

Torq, the Bodhitorque man xxooxx haha

Meditation

delightful, unbound...free...he poured the blue dream thru the white snuku , and eclipsed his own desire ...Henry met a kind man on the front face of knowhere, kind passionate , particularly gentriful, fleshed out from the sun, with steely eyes and brimstone..it even felt like the sun had burnt him to gold...an austere sort of gemstone look deep within his soul permeated his very presence...if kindness was a 'way'...and he was not lost...yet even then..he had no need for compass ...only compassion welled up within him...genius...no...remorse......look it wasn't even a steely glaze...just a sort of expectation uninhibited by change...he just was...like the rock of ages...yet he didn't like being compared with time..then again ..he wasn't even real...just a fixation he thought...kinda of like an eclipse of the sun...momentary ...no lapse of reason or was it beyond reason , virtue or profoundness that he sort now....something new...something free ...to be himself always,,regardless of company kept or wept, laughed or ridiculed, it was a cruel injustice he sort...beyond justice and reason itself, ..to the back of man's hiding from shame and pity...purpose prevailed in every man's heart...just a woodsmen...ney keep chopping he thought ...awhhh don't saw off me arm....granted he wasn't even real ...the voices were permeable beyond light themselves but not of it...else felt permeated with soulness, softness ...imbued with halo without a hint of it...halo...so thoughts interpreted as vioces kind of lay saying something before thinking, in reverse.
if that makes any sense I'll be surprised he thought to himself, beyond complete control was there even a reality he enjoyed.....ahhh meditation ...the ghost of times past haha Love...look don't go there ...way too hard....yet it wasn't hardness....meditation softens yet not beyond self...of self...that rambunctious article of self deceit ...is stripped away...whilst presence, permeance of soul...not even that for do you know who you are....yes a woodsman  .

I think meditation lets us breath, beyond breathing...like that part or whole of you, oneself, the peaceful , even like white light ...or not so much a colour ..enlightened..the thing is if you think about meditation...your lost ...as it delves beyond awareness...and perhaps clears away artifice like a bulldozer with dove's wings and gentle touch

gratitude to image source...meditation

the light that touches

Each essence has that perfect timing, within ..every being is a clock...animorphic but a clock...tick tock..who made who ...you made you...haha

Obviously I did not make me ..or did I?

Not really the conceptual conception is one of thought and feeling kept real by analgesic data ...orgasm is what made u ! intergalactic gastronimic delight ...yes u blew my mind ...literally haaha

So how do you live...placebo...hobo...nobo haha

be yo bo ...great , bold , decisive...tempid but not faint, deliver a sermon you are proud of...with your life...not the one you live...but the ONE U THRIVE

Yeah baby that's how you came to be ...happy fo sure!
Ecstacy in a package called human being...wild bean yeah baby love in essence!!

so whats next...

Another Beautiful day

How art thou today on this fine day...?

That's something to be thankful for ...right there

The wind rustle though tree ...sunlight spotify the glory there of, the tinkling of time edges upon breeze

Welcome to love in Essence, may it be a place of grace , discovery and passion , albeit play for you and all to enjoy...

          befriend

                                                                               revere

        wonder











Thanks to Tumblr posters, the one and all for these images <3                                                                                          

The Joy of Living

Giving

Giving to yourself included and paramountly synonymous with the wellbeing of ALL




Loving   


Aahhhh the wonder of L O V E ...can there BE a greater J O Y ....YES! ....YOU , joy itself in a package deal called ........... ( < insert your name here ...please! )

Haha

Go V E G A N 

  

xo TorqGratitude to image sources ... joy of living ,  meant for ...yes, and I found YOU 

Inspired

Inspiritus ... a Latin phrase ...meaning "into life",  "into soul",  or "into breathing"

Into soul sounds about the deepest meaningful guide, Love in essence ....it's about time you asked me something , i been sitting here waiting for a reprieve, let go ..you know what to do.

When inspiration comes ...where does it come from and what is it?

A visitation of thought sparked by intuitive guidance so it ignites the soul and is felt as wellness of the highest accord...or divine guidance that loves to be felt, heard , and acted upon

Did you get any ...no , why? ...the passions not there....then you you need to respark it , love what you do, and do what you love ....like what?    Lessons learned

Have faith in yourself always
Begin again
See the threads that connect your life to ultimate cause and effect
..You mean intention....correct
balance your justifications with brilliance and desire...it's not a funeral pyre

What is the ultimate cause and effect? ...life itself  '''like a family tree? In essence yes, in longitude no, it's more of a synergy of intentions, of purpose, ..of on course ness yes
Like a family tree that is happy and harmonious, colourful ...and illuminated with Love...yes inDEED

What did or does ,,begin again mean? all things begin again why? a funeral pyre what does that mean to you ...where the dead are burned .. in their honour or those that honoureth are remembered for the deeds...it's for honour
so your saying live for honour? ...or die an unnoble death ...no bull haha ...serious tho ...you mean it ? ..correct
death before dishonour  ...that's pretty rightous ...you asked

So the lesson learned ..of Begin again ..is to have lived with honour...or to begin again unto such is accorded well ...correct ....rightous


Love in Essence ...correct

What justifications? actions of intention carried out by oneself, 
Brilliance and desire ? Illumined by the soul and felt as such
...and why the phrase after that  "it's not a funeral pyre" because you are IT ,the design and brilliance of LIFE Itself a wonder of mercury and heaven ...like an angel of the soul ..with forthright interests and purpose ..LIVE EM and LOVE em ...and THRIVE

Let go ..you know what to do...How best to let go? breath deeeply ..and answer the call ..ahh Mum...just wanted to say Hi.... Hi HI Higher

Love in essence...anything else to share? wear your smile like a beguiling garmet, then you will care about the people you meet, beyond yourself and what they are wearing or saying to whom they actually R...connection ...that's what's important for N O W ...
Love in essence signing off, over and out , roger dodger haha

        

 Gratitude to image sources: ..inspiritus alchemy , science nordic,
 science focus SOUL, loudersound EMPOWER , and symbols-n-emoticonS

Relinquishing doubt

Love in essence do you have something one would love to share

Believe in yourself always ...that is the message

how is everyone? ...I guess one has to look at the oneness to validate that?...what do you feel?

Veganism? ...no it's not the only way.....what do you feel honour's the one , love itself or one's own divinity, the essence of all so to speak ..?

I know that flys, all manifestations of 'life' ...what about rock ...and mineral...the very elements, ...electrons, atoms, molecules....the space within and of them.... living ...alive ...what constitutes life...energy ...what about a ...what I have previously thought ...a 'dead' leaf

Love in essence ...are fallen leaves ...sentient ...living?

for a time...then inertia takes over ...and they become impartial to life and absorbed by the one

Absorbed by the one? ...composted for life itself is renewing all the time

What is life itself?  Wonderment ..beyond and beyond what you know and understand.., the very fabric of reality is not what you understand it to be ..but divine in essence

So manipulated by instruction?

Correct

seeems a bit simplistic ....... would you like it more confusing ? ...no

then that is why it is so

So what is intention?      ...a byproduct of self doubt ...like bile ...haha
So thoughtfulness is an inept  excerssion
correct

What if I was wrong ...or you were wrong...? All is one re-member  So there is no wrong....correct in essence ...yet subjugation depicts it to be another way....rules? correct....in essence  ...yet they are bendable ...like physics, physicality itself is fluid ...so so are r u  l e s ....R fantastic four is on tonight haha   ..no thursday is a day of conceding will and bending physicality...like the mind itself can be bent or changed right?   ...well what is the mind?

Consciousness in aberition, determinance ...itself....like a halo of the self...correct...why? ....why not ...you want to have fun don't you?....then that's what it's there for...

What do you see or give meaning to fun as ? masturbation, fucking, the freedom to do what i want , when I want whenever I want with whom ever I want ...for as long as I want haha...that's a lot of wanting....you asked

Ok ... does that serve my best interests, synergistically also the best for all, wellbeing and harmony...or is that one and the same?

Exactly

It tastes like tasty wheat...but is it?


After this, ...wow looks ...amazing
see below


I edited the stuff on the first link I followed from a youtube ad...here is the edited link...

YES! https://www.masterclass.com/classes/martin-scorsese-teaches-filmmaking

Serious...haha ...watch the trailer....this ain't a trailer park !!!!!

So tasty wheat ...is it real ...

Walking the path ...is different to knowing the path

Go where there is know path ...and leave magic that imbues the wisdom of being ,..beyond a condom haha

https:///classes/martin-scorsese-teaches-filmmaking ..Do it !! and C    Nigh Key ❤️ 😀